so its been a while since i last uploaded my first YouTube video in which i was doing a hair tutorial.since then I've been thinking a lot of ideas but at the same time i am scared that i might ran out of ideas.i don't have followers yet but I've been meaning to share my channel.Im kinda scared that people will just bash me and make fun of the things i might put up on my channel.but come to think of it,it is really included that when you put yourself out there for everyone to see,there are people who will like and support you but at the same time there will also be people who will put you down just because they want to.yep,just because they want to and there are others who will hate you for no apparent reason.
my strong side and positivity is still not wavered.even if i feel scared at what I've started.i don't want to be stopped or neither do i want to stopped.I've always had this dream of keeping record of my life.i have blogged before but for some reason i stopped and was never able to regain time to blog and i also forgot the email add,password and username i used.my previous blog-spot contained records of my early college life and my love life.hehehe.yep.my love life.its kinda embarrassing remembering what I've been posting there but yeah that is what it was all about plus the grades and toxic life i was experiencing back then as a physical therapist student.
my first youtube video.i know a lot of people may bash me for doing the same thing but i dont really care. what matters is i am able to do one of my goals,to record my life. i wanna see myself years from now and see what difference i may or may not have done. i will not regret anything though. i just wanna be able to see the younger me over and over again.
my long term goal now is to keep track my life.i will do my best.i will keep moving forward.
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